I realllllly dislike/hate my bf mom. She is a very nasty ugly person. We have a child together and so I'm?

kinda stuck knowin her but I wish I could erase her from my brain, well first tell her I'm erasing her from my brain and so that she knows how much I truly loathe her. Has anyone else ever been in the same situation????? Vent if you want I need feedback and support!!!!!!!